Wow the summer is almost over. It is September! I started in school last week. I am going for my Master of Arts in Art Education. I like it so far. It is pretty exciting. I am currently working on my first homework assignment. Reading a bunch of articles and I find a quote to ask the class about it. I think this class is design to get us is the teaching mindset. Which is totally awesome. Another class I am taking is sculpture. The class is very laid back and the professor asks me first day of class so what project do you want to do? I was like huh? I have no clue, so now I am doing research on what to do for the class.
Work has been pretty busy. We recently had lots of changes at work. My co-worker Mary quit due to too much traveling and we hired a new girl namd Kelly. Yes we have the same naem, but she is working at the other campus, so it won’t be so confusing to my boss inthe office. I have been working crazy overtime just to catch up with work. So I am just exhusted with work adn school. Well at least for now until my body gets used to it.
Two weeks ago I did take a vacation. I went to Virginia with my sister and brother-in-law. We had a blast. We went to Bucsh Gardens, Water Country USA, and Colonial Williamsburg. Let me tell you all I did was EAT! Yes I was off my diet and I came home and gained FIVE POUNDS! But I lost it all in time for my weight in on Friday.
Which I am happy to announce that I have 4 more pounds to lose before I mean my goal weight. I am happy to announce I fit into a size 2/4! But apparently there seem to be a lot of jealous people at work. Someone I work with told one of my friends I am too skinny and I look like a crack head, I so do not! I honestly have to say I look fine … that person is just jealous because she is overweight herself and can’t lose weight.
So on to Mr. Potential … well we are not official yet. But I can’t tell you if we will be anytime soon. The guy just confuses me. The weekend before I left to go on vacation we wen out for drinks at a bar. I got a little too drunk … and so did he. We were making out at the bar and then when I felt sober to go home we took out making out session to backseat of my car. well we almost had sex until I stopped it. Why did I stopped it?!? I just told him I can’t do this as friends and not expect more later on. He totally agreed and we talked about us and where we were going. He basically said he wasn’t ready for us. I need help … what does that mean!?!? I thought that it would have awkward the day later but he was texting me like he usually does. And we act like nothing happened. So we back in limbo with him.
I know I have a couple of advertising request sititng my inbox, I promised I will get to them this weekend!
Well let get to my reading for class … tata!
Hey I am actually typing this blog out on my cell phone. I am at job proctoring an exam.
So the weekend upstate drove me insane. Not having communications to the outside world sucks, but I had a good time. All I wanted to do was text message Mr. Ex. But I kept myself busy by shooting and cooking. Things are still a little confusing between us, I haven’t seen him since like two weeks ago and I am going insane. I keep telling myself I need get over him and move on. But I don’t see that happening. He was apart of wedding party this weekend and I had asked him of he was bringing a date and told me no. So I found out via his Facebook status he was and who it was. I have been sorta upset since and I just want to tell him off. He is playing games with me and I need to not be falling for him! Ugh guys!
So I had to meet my sister at her job before we left for upstate last Friday. We ran into a couple of people she worked with and she introduced me. There is this one guy, we will name him Mr. Mercedes, that she wanted to set me up with.for a while … 5 years while lol. I said hi and bye him real fast that day cause he was on his way to a concert. He seen nice, I dunno I can’t give an opinion on 5 seconds. So my sister is trying to set us up. Whatever … I will go out for drinks. Not like Mr. Ex will be my boyfriend anytime soon. So when that happens I will keep you all updated.
I know I received a few advertising request, I will try to get them up tonight 
Let me get back to work … later.
AHHH! Summer 2010 has officially began and once again I have went MIA on this site. My apologies. So a lot has been going on… let’s break this down…
EX/POTENTIAL BOYFRIEND: So I have been hanging out a lot with Mr. Ex lately. I am so confused about him. His last girlfriend really fucked with his head, where he is like I want to be single. But there are all flirting and other sign going on with us that I know he wants something more. So I am like WTF?!? I tried to bring up the whole would youw ant to be a relationship thing, not mentioning with me … and he just says … after what I dealt with my last relationship I am just living the single life. So what do I do?! Do I give him more time then I have to heal over this girl? I need help!
WORK: Work has me going NUTS! I am currently on vacation this week and I have been enjoying every second of it. I feel like I have no life lately with work. They recently laid off 14 people from my job, two of which are my good friends. So everything has been NUTS there. I did pick up a freelance graphic job. I am building a website for my friends who are lawyers. So I am hoping to have it all done by Sunday. Cross my fingers!
WEBSITE: I know I know! I do have to update a few things on this site liek adversing and stuff. I will update the photo album right after I type this post, so you can see some neew images I am gald doing that is just a click of a button.
LIFE: Nothing much besides boy drama and work going on. OH! My sister did get married on Tuesday. I am happy for her but totally pissed on how she did it. She went Las Vegas to get married and did not include anyone in it. I had to watch her say her vows on a live stream on the internet. How selfish is that?! After everything that we been through. I feel like we weren’t good enough to be there with her. But I am not going to rant and rave about it anymore. I have been trying to get over it and it is hard. That is someone that you grew up with and took care of … I dunno … let me shut up now before I say something I regret.
Well there is a little update
I am sorry I went MIA. I had registration for the past three weeks which had totally consumed my life. I do have a lot to say. I want to say I am sorry i never came back to let you all in the details on reuniting with the “ex”. It was a good time. I meet him at the field and we talked like we still good old friends. Then a couple of days later he asked me to go to a Mets game with him. I said yes and had an awesoem time. We hung out again at another game soo it is going. It is more of just a “friend” thing now but I dunno … he flirts way too much with me, so it might turn into something more. Tonight we are actually hanging out again at a bar. But I am happy and everyone has noticed I have changed.
Losing over 15 pounds is exciting and fustrating all at the same time. I am like struggling with pants. I am living in legging at work and I really can’t do so, I work for a college where you have to dress business casual meaning work pants and a nice top. I been wearing long tunics and leggings. I love the fact I lost all the weight and I am still losing more but struggling with clothes every morning is ridiculous!
Well I need to go get weighted in now and off to the bar I go … TTYL 
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