I don’t understand when a guy say that women are complicated. I believe it is the guy who is complicated. Seriously?! I really do not get it at all. Okay here is the story. As I mentioned a couple of posts ago about Mr. Ex being so confused. Well i am still confused and I really do not what to do. Like I have mentioned before we have been hanging out a lot, well not lately … due work … either I am working or he is … so i have not seen hime since last Friday. I tried to let him know that this week coming I wouldn’t be available at all due to work then I will be going upstate for theweekend. So he asked to hang out with me yesterday. But he never called to make any plans … so I was and still is a little depressed. I told him off via text messages. How? He asked how my day was … I said it sucked so far. He asked why and I just said straight out … “People tell you they want to hang out with you but never called you to finialize plans”. Well he got the hint and tried to apologize for it. I am still a little upset … I later on went to Coney Island to walk the boardwalk last night. He called me and started apologizing yet again and I played it cool like it really didn’t bother me, but I think he knew it did. I did mention I was off today and he took that into some consideration, but here is today and here today goes. But he seems to think everything is fine between us, joking with me on Tweeter and Text Messages. HELLO!!! THINGS ARE NOT OKAY! YOU HAVE NO CLUE HOW MUCH YOU HURT ME CAUSE YOU ARE SO IN THE DARK!!!!!!! So I need to tell my heart I am sorry for allowing this hurt to happen again.
So i will be working crazy hours at work this week and then heading upstate which is going to drive me insane because I do not get cell phone service where I will be. But I keep telling myself that maybe this is what I need to be cut off from the world for three days. So until my next blog buh bye
Haha, your comment re: Dreamweaver… I only really use[d] it because TextEdit doesn’t like to save my documents in plain text. It’s silly. But Dreamweaver already failed me so I’m hand-coding now :p
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